duneekah said: Don’t be sorry. Life sucks sometimes. And you’re going to make it through.
I don’t think I thank you enough. Your faith in me is very uplifting right now. Life does suck sometimes, but without it sucking it would be hard to realize its greatness. I know I’ll make it through to the great parts. I’ve got awesome people who remind me of these facts. Thank you for being one of them. You’re awesome.
I haven’t really talked to anyone since both of my best friends went on vacation and right now I am just really scared and really sad… All that I do is work. I take work off so that I can work harder somewhere else for free and so I seem to get really stressed and depressed at the end of the day. My mom is really sick again and she’s so scared and my whole family is scared but we don’t talk about it. I’m scared for such selfish reasons. I’m so scared of eating myself into oblivion. I make goals to not eat and then I eat everything and gain a ton of weight and it doesn’t matter if I work out and I just don’t want anyone to know but I am literally terrified of… just gaining a ton of weight. But I am so hungry. And I want to help my mom but there’s nothing I can do and she’s so scared and depressed about something that’s inevitable and I hate it. I just feel so helpless and useless. I am alone and incapable of anything and I don’t know what to do but just act like nothing is wrong. Part of me wants to apologize for writing all of this here but the other part knew it needed to be said somewhere. I feel awful. I’m sure it’s just a small part of my life but it’s hard for me to be truly positive right now. Sorry for this.
It’s rare to the point of outlandish to find so many variables in one actor, including features which ought to be incompatible: vulnerability, a sense of danger, a clear intellect, honesty, courage — and a rather alarming energy - Colin Firth x
Happy Birthday Benedict Cumberbatch! (19th July 1976)
inspired by my other graphic: x
A very late selfie thing that duneekah tagged me in.
Most of these are really old, especially the brown hair one. I wear my glasses a lot more now, also.
I will tag… whoever looks at this because I am lazy. I’m sorry.
when i was a girl the sky called me home. should be interesting to see what calls me next.